life of the unidentified human.

Some people just never really understand that the person gets on your nerves most is the person you’ll always love

I wish John was here. I miss him. So depressed. I am a part of e.m.o. (everyone misses out).

A chair…

Let’s start my day off with some words of wisdom. Today’s work of art will come from my personal experiences. Nothing in life is expected to happen besides growth. When there’s no one to look down on you, keep your confidence high and don’t feel like the world hates u. You can only be happy with yourself to a certain extent. But when you have something that can catch you once your tired of being betrayed by your closest friends and family, hold on to it as much as possible. If you ever let go of it, that’s how you can tell your doing too much in a sense of trying to be independent. Now I didn’t say being indepened was bad, but don’t fuck up on something good just because you think you know everyones intentions. The moral of this story is to be careful and precise about who you do things for because when they can’t do for you, your screwed!

The Anniversary

Soo today, October 3, is me and myy lovers anniversary. Well I’m in the dumps because we’re no longer together but I still love him. No matter how long we’re apart, I still love em. Even the shitty fights we have brings me closer to him. Alot of time and hardwork went into building the relationship. I don’t want give it up but he’s done with me. Im sure I know. I just wanted to be with him. Yes I have my flaws but I really love him. There’s nothing more in this world I would want but him. Id give up everything for him. I never say never but i am hoping as time goes by, the love we had will soon come back. But I’m just hoping on this anniversary that I can hold up not being with him on this one. I miss you babyyy! I want this shit foreverrrr 7.<3.2010

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a touch of class…

Today I had class from 12-1 and I walked in 7 minutes late. My professor asks,”last name?”,”uhh, parker”. He looks at me as if I came to class high so I knew he was thinking does this dude not know his name? Blah blahh class was okay and when it was overr he stares me down and says,” I like how you walked in class late, I hope that’s not with every class”, “uhh, parker?” We laugh and he says,” you have such touch of class”. It was all over from there. I feel strange about this teacher now. One little statement makes a huge difference. So now I’m known as, uhh parker. Not a good look.

Whended..

This is my freakin blog, i can do and type wtf ever i want. Its a been a while. I think that my life has gone downhill and i need to re think my advice. Things are rocky with everybody and its not going good. Im soo tired, right now things arent going good at all. I need to get myself involved with something. Relationships are for fuckers who think that other person can make you happy. Well look, shit aint sweet, he cheating on you just as well as you cheating on him. Wtf i look like sittting here waiting on you to leave him and you know damn well you aint leaving. Ugh, im disgusted with myself i mean ugh where do i start. Shits going down, and im winded by all this bs thats going on in my life. What am i to do? Where am i to go? Who can i run to when i need love? ugh. 

my weekend

went so wrong. if only looks could kill. sometimes a bitch can make you sick, but its a slor that makes you feel terribly shitty. They could potentially ruin your day. As you can see I met someone and that’s quickly gone down the drain. Never date a Kardashian. It wont work.

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And when you feel&

humiliated, don’t run to your insecurity, keep on moving to what you earn in life. not that there’s anything wrong with running but don’t let it get to your head everytime your down. What your problem is, is that you have an addiction. Most likely can be fixed but you choose to ignore it. I guess I’m turning this one into more of an event than a word of advice. I don’t understand the pieces of the Puzzles you put together. They never fit and you just wind up embarrassing yourself. And so now you have an attitude. Is that my fucking fault your not satisfied with yourself? The fuck nahh it is. Maybe I need to get Jo to speak on this one. In my eyes, you keep chasing after things or in your situation, peeps that’s really not digging you. Once again, am I to blame? Well imma let Jo get on the next post. bye yo.

Oh, P.S. didn’t the same thing happen the last time? Maybe I was politically incorrect. but regardless of my standing you know what your aware of… Success thy don’t equal failure. what more can I say? you can just keeo on running. byb younging.

I’ve been running…

from my past disregarding the fact that I was mentally abused. I don’t think my mother knew what she was doing when she got divorced. I depended on my sister for comfort and that’s the reason why I appreciate her and everything she’s done for me. She continues to be an advocate in my life and I appreciate that. There’s nothing else I could have asked for. I think that my sister is soley responsible for who I am today as a man. So in concluding I’d like to say thanks.